Author's Note: I wrote this when I was waiting for my allergy shot to be checked. Seems that these beautiful ones never leave my head. This is not an InsaneMulder story, although it could be taken as such. Then again, there are way too many IM's to make this story count. Hehe, I said IM. AOHell is getting to me. . .

Eleven Days

written by Strausser

Day One

Alex came today
Kissed me
Told me 'I love you'
Liar
Only cause Im in here

Day Two

Hurt me again
Made me 'member
Alex came again
Said sorry
Kissed me
I hit him
Didnt hit back
Bastard

Day Three

Pain all over
Cant sleep
Alex stayed
Called me Fox
Hit him again
Cried
He kissed me
Told me 'I love you'
I said it back
Didnt mean it

Day Four

Hurt. All over
Want Alex
Wont be here
Cried. All day
Still now
Miss Alex
Sorry
Fox is sorry

Day Five

Scared
Alex not back
No kisses
No 'love you'
Sorry
Need you
Want you
No more
Sorry
Wont hit
Wont cry
Be good
Call me Fox
Ill let
Come back
Please

Day Six

Alex came back
Didnt kiss
Didnt say 'loveyou'
Said good-bye
I cried
Begged dont go
Didnt stay
Doesnt love me
Hurt. All over

Day Seven

Alone
Afraid
Deserve it
Fox bad
Fox hurt people
Fox hurt Alex
Alex good
Used to love me
No more
I hurt him
No hurt Alex
Alex good
Alone
Hurt
Deserve it

Day Eight

Cry
Forever
Fox bad
Fox unwanted
Fox deserve it
Fox hurt
Fox unloved
Fox cry
Forever

Day Nine

Alex came back
Said sorry
Kissed me
Said 'love you'
Made me cry
(Bad Fox)
Made love to me
(Undeserving)
Told him 'hate me'
Told him 'Fox bad'
Made him cry
(Shame on you!)
Said 'dont cry'
Told me 'love you forever'
(Cry forever)
Made love to me again
(Shouldnt)
Didnt call me Fox
Told him to

Day Ten

Warm hands
Hold me
Alex hands
Tight on my body
Cant push away
Love him
More than anything
Forever
Love him forever

Day Eleven

No more
Leaving
With Alex
Holding me
Cant believe it
Not good 'nuff for Alex
Said 'love you'
Alex said 'love you more'
Wanted to cry
So happy
My Alex
Home
Fox not bad
Alex loves Fox
Alex good
Fox not bad
Home
With Alex
My Alex

FIN

9/24/98